Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Give us a break!

Oh stuff it. Sad sad sad days these. I read it on other peoples blogs and right here right now. Bad news overwhelming so many people. Pain and loss. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Today we had the nurse round and the wound has not got smaller. It is smaller in circumference but not in depth. It is no worse. It is clean and stable- too stable.
Herrad is all tight lipped and distant. She is aching to get out and about again. I feel desperate. I can feel tears behind my eyes and a big lump in my throat.
Give us a break!

8 comments:

mortonlake said...

you better delete this after you read it mate. fuck it.im so,so so sorry.poor herrad.poor you.i hate this fucking disease so much.if it was me in your shoes i would be in tears as well.not much to ask is it? to sit in a wheelchair and feel the sun on your face.take care richie.keep smiling,for herrads sake.mort

awb said...

Mort is right, I wish I could do or say something that would make a difference, but I can't. Hang in there, people are thinking of you, for what that's worth.
Andy

Webster said...

This was news you did not need to hear today. All I can say is I'm so sorry for another two weeks of waiting, waiting, waiting for that damned spot to heal. There are a lot of people in blogland praying and sending good wishes your and Herrad's way. At this point I'm with you - Fuck the saying that "good things come to those who wait." Just Fuck it.

Then give Herrad a massage and a kiss.

Stephany said...

you know, mort is right,it isn't too much to ask, damn it all.

God, I hope.

steve said...

Arm or leg? Ba-dum-ching. I'll be here all week.

I'm wondering if all this time spent indoors isn't messing with our body clocks. I seem to be staying up later at night, and sleeping more during the day, with some associated grumpiness when sleeping isn't an option.

I hope you slept well, my friend. You are one day closer to jailbreak!

Mark Krusen said...

Morton did say it quite well Richie.Sometimes that is the best way to say it isn't it? The disease is ugly,so it needs some ugly back. I hope today brings you a better day.

Ana said...

Richie,
It hurts the hell seeing our love sick.
You have the right to cry.
Even with Herrad from time to time.
She also feels for you.
Hope she gets better.
Love sweetie, for both of you.
Ana

Amelia said...

Richie,
Everyone else has said it all.
Just wanted you to know, that I'm thinking of you both and hoping for a break for us all.
Love & big, big hugs to both you and Herrad,
Amelia XxXxX