Thursday, April 9, 2009

Carry on screaming

Well I am getting a bit less down. I have tried to exercise and do some nice things and look at the good and everything but it does not really help. I managed to do some maintenance on my bike and it is working a bit better and that gives me an up.
I am always depressed, only sometimes I can not control the emotional impact it has on me. I have to get my shit together and I will. Not because I want to but because I have to. By choice I would sit by the side of the road and cry till I died. In fact I will work very hard to make this home a happy place to be. To some extent I will succeed.

3 comments:

mortonlake said...

all you can do richie.carry on.take care mate.love to herrad.mort

Webster said...

Richie, I'm sorry that you're feeling so down in the dumps. When you turn 50 you become just ONE DAY OLDER. That's it - one day. Nothing to be depressed about. Besides, you have a lovely wife who sees the good in you, and in everything life has to offer. Go to her and get a hug. Okay?

Anne said...

You wrote: "In fact I will work very hard to make this home a happy place to be. To some extent I will succeed."

The fact that you and Herrad are together makes your home a happy place to be. You have succeeded!